I feel like I fucked up.

0338 – Shit

0350 – Pee

0521 – Shit, Pee

0526 – Shit

0658 – Shit

0713 – Shit

0900 – Pee

0915 – Ate

1048 – Pee

1053 – Shit

1110 – Shit

1130 – Ate

1326 – Pee

1335 – Shit and Pee

I'd keep going but it's 2:20pm.

11 week old, just adopted 1 week ago. Korean Jindo/GShep mix. Have taken care of dogs before, but first time straight-up owner.

Sweet Jesus this is a fucking exhaustive nightmare. It's just constant. It is actually just constant. There are glimmers of hope and cute where the Pup seems to suddenly become aware and -gets it-,

Then she shit on the floor and whimpers EXTREMELY loudly because I walked away 4 feet to get paper towels.

I feel like I'm a fucking slave to this dog's bowels and as much as we've bonded, she's caused me so much grief.

I just hope she gets better. I pray with every fiber of my being that she does. My conscience doesn't let me bring her back to the shelter, or transport her to another one- I've seen how life in those is.

She is, for the most part, an absolute angel of a dog. Legitimately as sweet and calm as can be.

BUT

THE

SHEER

AMOUNT

OF SHIT

FUCKING

CONSTANTLY

Is just crushing my soul. I didn't think this was even possible.

She's so sweet but she makes me suffer so fucking much and she will never, ever, know nor will I get a thank you.

It makes me so sad.