did my family dog pass away faster(?) because i wasnt there?

She was a pomeranian and she passed away last week. Ive been thinking about her a lot. We’ve had her since i was around 10 (22 now). I definitely had the closest relationship to her and was the one that constantly showed physical affection always petting her and playing with her and all that even now that we were older. I even think i would annoy her with the kissy sounds i would always do with her. Always the one to walk her and such. I loved her a lot.

My family moved to another country because of military a few months ago and i stayed for school and such. I’ve been living with them until then. I know she’s old but before they left, shes always been so jumpy and can run super fast even with her age. You would think she was a puppy for how she could move. Especially for her favorite snacks she would zoom across the house. The only thing is that she did start to pee herself constantly but aside from that she looked really good.

Before she passed away she seemed to refuse to eat and drink water a lot 2 weeks leading up. I mean i guess she was fine for the months leading up but i really didnt expect her to pass away at least this year. She looked so okay. But sometimes when i would facetime and asked to see her every now and then between months, she looked sad while laying on her favorite pillow? Her head would perk up fast when i would do the kissy sounds i always did. I just wonder if maybe she gave up on life quicker for any reason i dont know. Maybe im just dumb and looking into it too much.