Getting a new puppy/dog guilt

A little background – I haven’t had a dog (or any pets) in over 20 years. Husband never had any pets, ever. No kids, ever.

We don’t have a lot of time together because of my husbands work schedule, I work from home. When he does have time off he prefers to be spontaneous and doesn’t like to plan.

I have been researching pups for a while and
we now have to chance to get a 7 month old pup.

Now I’m feeling super anxious and almost guilty as the pup is something Ive been wanting more so than my spouse. In other words, I initiated this pursuit.

Is it nerves at the thought of a new lifestyle?

Or am I feeling guilty trying to fulfill my own happiness while taking away some of our freedom?