Feeling the puppy blues RELLY BAD

My maltipoo puppy is 4 months now and we’ve had him for a month now. I’ve been feeling so anxious, frustrated, and overwhelmed lately. Sometimes I wonder if this was even a good decision? Should I send him back? It’s so much work and sacrifice taking care of a puppy. I thought I was ready for it but now that we’re actually going through it, it’s HARD. When does it get better?

We love him so much and he’s been doing good at commands like sit, paw, and stay. But he’s always high energy and has random accidents around the house despite going on the wee pad 80% of the time. We know this phase will pass but omg it’s so much work.