First dog passing

Hello

I’m writing because it’s been almost a year since my first ever dog died. I am deeply hurt by it and it’s been weighing on me ever since it happened. How did you all navigate life after? I’m having a hard time. I have goals, family that loves and cares for me it’s just I can’t move past my beloved pet passing. I knew the day would come, heck I’d even cry when she was a puppy because I knew it wouldn’t be forever, but I’m still super hurt. Any advice? Please…